Friday, September 24, 2010

my person

So those of you who know me., Know that i am addicted to Greys anantomy., I mean like hardcore., My friend daisy from back home got me addicted to it and ever since i cant stop watching it. Ive cried laughed yelled at the Tv..a bunch of gasps Ugh and season 7 just started and Phew good already!



This may sound stupid.sapy.silly or pathetic You might even call me a JOKE! But ever since season one i have envyed the friendship on this show meredith and yang! really i wish i had that, i wish i had someone to call my "person" I have never had as much luck in my life with Friendships maybe its something i do or maybe its bc ppl dont get to know me for very long., I have my bad days my good days just as much as other ppl seems like when i have my bad days BOOM thats it im tossed to the side so i know this is just a show but i know ppl in my life who have there person there person to be there when they have a dark day say the wrong things do the wrong things they have that person there to help them to be there the next day after youve done/said the wrong thing bc there person knows how to be there when there down instead of movin on! sounds like a relationship eh? nah! i know one day ill meet that person where the title "bff" or my "person" will really come into play!



Dont get me wrong at all., my husband is my best friend he has been there for me on bad days.good days. when i act 16 again or when im super serious( super serious haha) so in my mind i wonder how he feel in love with me knowing every side of the person i am yet i dont have a true friendship outside of him? Im obvuisly not that bad of a person bc i got him to fall in love with me with lil effort and had 2 amamzing kids and he still loves me! Hmmph think im a joke thats ok but i think every girl wants There friendship on this show!!

4 comments:

  1. I love this post!!! And i def can relate! I miss the old days :(

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  2. me too ., seriously we say this too much you were the cloest thing i had to this haley. and now we never talk and welive 15 min away

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  3. okay soo reading that really made me feel emotional! and sad. What is wrong!!!. We have way to many memories to just forget about and not be friends! you where like my sister. you where there for me when All my relationships hit rock bottom you where there to bring me back up!, You where there when my relationships where good!. And you where there to tell me to drink another lol!!! you where def my ROCK! and my person! i really just wish that wouldnt have changed and i really wish that i could put my finger on what I'm Doing wrong, or Whats going on, or if we can ever get there again :(!!!!! this makes me really sad cause like you i really want a "person".

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