....when Friends become Family

Chettto Face..did i mention i love this face!!!



Distanace can put a strain on friendships but its funny bc i think me and haley have been through so much in our friendship she is like my family now no matter how mad we get were still friends at the end of the day. no matter how long we go without being attached at the hip we act like we never were apart. Shes a great friend and i adore her:) and my our kids act like best friends which is soo cute to watch. haley your an amamzing person i love you to death!! Today was such a good day!! Ugh still thinking about how many days i have left with my hubs and to a normal person the number wouldnt be so bad but to me its a horrible reminder of how many days til hes gone for 365 days!! BOOO!!., also at the "frg" meeting i was known as the girl with the punk hair (hints the red in my hair) doesnt make me a punk makes me a "betty" Im me., i dont follow crowds and i love my own style!! and i love that i have my own:))




all 3 boys :))

Tristan watching cartoons with Brad

Troy outside with brad today:))

The boys are like Bff's now even T said so

i got roses toooooooday!! ilove mt HUBBBBYS

..I did it!!

i got in a wreck about 2 yrs ago or around that and i have been afraid to drive here hawaii bc the traffic is HORRIBLE!! anyways i have been driving latley just not to far, welll TONITE., i drive a good distance and i made it there and made it back, yes i know LAME right well not really when it becomes your Fear a True Fear, BUt im gettin better so proud of myself..Latley ive had alot going on, had my dental work. GOt a new hair Cut. The kids are Going wild lol. as i posted earlier troys starting to stand alone, Dakota thinks hes a grown man haha..and my Husband Deploys soon. So i think for the rest of this weekend between my photoshoots ill relax and enjoy his company and take the kids out!!!

killing time at the theater

went to the movies tonite with my Good friend and had a blast, A girls nite out is much needed her hubs is Deployed right now, shes such a strong women. and very beautiful and a strong momma!! I am so proud of you Haley!! ily girl and remember im always here for you!!


random
i love my man!! and my new hair!!
been through hell && back with this lady!!

& He stood

So i went to the park the other day with a friend of myne and while we were watching the Older Kiddos Play (by older i mean a 2yr old and 3yr old)LOl.Troy stood By himself., a couple times && for awhile at a time., SO yay!!! Talk about a proud Momma., These days seems like the Boys are Growing up so fast, dakota is so independent and not afraid to speak his lil Voice i love it. He so loving and caring to His lil Brother! I love my Boys!!!










thanks jessica for taking these photos, Troy spilt smthing down his shirt, needless to say after such a great dayy were much needed baths:))

...Orders

I never thought the day would Come. Like maybe it was a dream, If i pinch myslef hard enough ill wake and ill not be expecting to hear that Hes gettin his oders to leave soon , when is sooon...Ya idk i just now that the orders are here!! and I am not happy so that countdown i dont want to happy is about to happen again., The good think about me and my Hubs is we have a great Relationship we bring out the best in eachother., So this Next yr will be hard ..Very hard! but knowing hes coming home is going to an amamzing Feeling:)) and Our boys are so proud of there daddy solider as Kota calls HIm:) So i LOVE my Men":) I have an amamzing family amamzing Kiddos and This momma B! couldnt be anymore happier:! If i am This emotinal about orders Let the tears roll the day He leaves!! Eh??


I may be Bias But i have the best looking Family :)

...spechless

..its been a rough Couple days couple weeks i should say i cant describe what im going through cant even put into words., But this is what makes me happy:
O man i just came across these photos from my husbands old Phone :)




Troy



haha asleep



such a happy Kota
ait ...Georgia kota was 1:)
no matter how rough times have been..Hes always been a happy boyy

again..rough times ..hes always had everything

my person

So those of you who know me., Know that i am addicted to Greys anantomy., I mean like hardcore., My friend daisy from back home got me addicted to it and ever since i cant stop watching it. Ive cried laughed yelled at the Tv..a bunch of gasps Ugh and season 7 just started and Phew good already!



This may sound stupid.sapy.silly or pathetic You might even call me a JOKE! But ever since season one i have envyed the friendship on this show meredith and yang! really i wish i had that, i wish i had someone to call my "person" I have never had as much luck in my life with Friendships maybe its something i do or maybe its bc ppl dont get to know me for very long., I have my bad days my good days just as much as other ppl seems like when i have my bad days BOOM thats it im tossed to the side so i know this is just a show but i know ppl in my life who have there person there person to be there when they have a dark day say the wrong things do the wrong things they have that person there to help them to be there the next day after youve done/said the wrong thing bc there person knows how to be there when there down instead of movin on! sounds like a relationship eh? nah! i know one day ill meet that person where the title "bff" or my "person" will really come into play!



Dont get me wrong at all., my husband is my best friend he has been there for me on bad days.good days. when i act 16 again or when im super serious( super serious haha) so in my mind i wonder how he feel in love with me knowing every side of the person i am yet i dont have a true friendship outside of him? Im obvuisly not that bad of a person bc i got him to fall in love with me with lil effort and had 2 amamzing kids and he still loves me! Hmmph think im a joke thats ok but i think every girl wants There friendship on this show!!

Zoo day

went to the zoo the other day with our friend b and her baby girl. altough it wasnt very exciting for us older kids lol., dakota had a blast he knew all the animals even wanted to get in the cages with the wions ( not a miss spell he cant say his L's so its W's) after tellin him he cant he just stared at them. He loved every animal we saw i love how excited he gets over the simple things in life:) and to my suprise Troy was great he loved looking around seeing ppl walk by altough he wasnt very intrested in the animals it was just so funny to see him look at everything in amamzment ;)







i made a vanialla cake that nite added choacalte chips to it brad says it tasted like a fluffy cookie:) the best part about the whole baking expernice for me was sharing the batter with my Kota man He LOVED it i always remember my mom and sis sharin the spoon with me and sayin in my head one day ill get to do this nothing wasmore exciting to me lol maybe its cause im junkie for sweets :) i cant wait to share it with Boys my boys ahh the memories i look forward too!








..I miss everyone sometimes i wish life is magic so i could make wish and go home and wrap my arms around my neices and nephews and give them a million kisses.Show my kids off to everyone back home. Facebook is nice for that. email is great to and the lil i get to skype is Nice but i wuold love for them to experince my kids and there sillyness and see how truly amamzing they are. But for now im soaking it all for everyone:)




This is my friend krystal playin with troy Bug .. i do have some great friends who are a part in my kids life